this year..*hint hint*

I've gotten what I've wished for.. so there's really nothing else =)
gf's having a headache to get me things.. lol
not leaving her with many options.

already have a ps3, a wii, a psp, an adamo laptop..

so I suppose she could get me books but where's the surprise in that if she asks me what I want? lol.. =)
Birthdays are generally a pain in the ass to buy for especially for a guy =)

having hobbies makes it somewhat simpler though if a guy reads, you'll have to know him fairly well to know what to buy for him. otherwise it's generic stuff such as perfume/cologne which I don't really use btw.. wallets (which is still in very good shape), belts (2 new ones still hanging there), ties (can also but don't wear them all the time) oh... maybe an ipod.. I seem to have misplaced mine.

things which are new hobby like... photography.. I'm looking for a f1.4/35mm portrait lens.
I think that's pretty upfront and shameless as far as presents go.. lol
or maybe a new pair of futsal boots
or another pair of oakleys (love em)
or a holiday
or.. hmmm...
actually.. I'd be happy with a big celebration (meaning lots of ppl).. *hint hint*
I think memories such as those are more precious than any material gifts can ever be.

consider yourselves informed.

*end shameless plug*
mwahahahaha

it's different

I'm almost holding my breathe
scarcely believing that it's true

don't pinch me.
I don't wanna wake up.

=)


"(oohh oohh oohh)
I miss you in a heartbeat
(oohh oohh oohh)
I miss you right away
(oohh oohh oohh)
I miss you in a heartbeat
'cause it ain't love, if it don't feel that way
oh no"

Miss You In a Heartbeat - Def Leppard

taking the procedure @ Lacuna Inc.

Sometimes during the ebb, I imagine myself as the character, Joel Barish and I'd go visit Lacuna Inc. and be done with the memories and the person

But that'd be cowardly and I want to be anything but.
Nothing's changed. My feelings haven't changed.

But sometimes, just sometimes,
I just want to take that procedure and be over it and never meet her again.

But like most of my thoughts, it's merely a flight of fancy

good morning

"..Hello, I've just got to let you know
'Cause I wonder where you are
And I wonder what you do
Are you somewhere feeling lonely, or is someone loving you?
Tell me how to win your heart
For I haven't got a clue
But let me start by saying, I love you ... "

Oh you make me smile

"You make me smile like the sun
Fall out of bed, sing like a bird
Dizzy in my head, spin like a record
Crazy on a Sunday night
You make me dance like a fool
Forget how to breathe
Shine like gold, buzz like a bee
Just the thought of you can drive me wild
Ohh, you make me smile"

ah

ok

A tale of the monkey and the ox

it didn't happen.