Saturday, December 05, 2009

taking the procedure @ Lacuna Inc.

Sometimes during the ebb, I imagine myself as the character, Joel Barish and I'd go visit Lacuna Inc. and be done with the memories and the person

But that'd be cowardly and I want to be anything but.
Nothing's changed. My feelings haven't changed.

But sometimes, just sometimes,
I just want to take that procedure and be over it and never meet her again.

But like most of my thoughts, it's merely a flight of fancy

Wednesday, December 02, 2009

seriously..

Do things because you think it's the right one to do for you.

Don't do it because you think it's the right thing to do for me.

I and I alone decide what is right by me.

Sunday, November 29, 2009

running on empty..

It's funny how emotional extremes gives you an alternative source of energy.
I went to bed at 4.
fell asleep at 4.30.
woke up every roughly half an hour.
then probably managed to sleep for a time period longer than half an hour at 7..

THEN the alarm rings at 9.30.
And here I am at 9.35. Not feeling sleepy at all.
And it's fucking raining..
There goes my sunday plans.

Abso-fucking-lutely perfect.