Saturday, April 30, 2005

silly *grin*

of late, I've noticed myself developing perhaps.. minor attraction to various females.. I feel that I am suffering from perhaps a case of needytitis.. a condition where, I just want someone around.. it's abrupt.. from having someone who's around you nearly 24/7 to.. nothing.. a self-diagnosis from a guy who took ONE unit of psychology... lol

I'm not sure about what I feel at the moment but.. their (2 girls) image do run around my head from time to time aside from the resident honcho who's got her claws sunk deep in. I don't feel a physical pain or longing but just a sense of loss from time to time..

perhaps I'm doing some kind of transference of my feelings on 'honcho' to these 2 girls.. There are complications on both sides should I actually want to act on these yet not-fully formed feelings of mine.. hence my need to tread carefully.. and not divulge names.. as i've learnt that, more people read my journal these days.. this ain't a gossip channel.. =P

perhaps a wiser course would be to wait.. but what does it mean when you see their name flash across the face of your mobile, and all you can do is give a silly grin.. lol

silly isn't it? =)
bright april afternoon..
too bright.. hurts the eyes i tell you

teeheehee!!

I shall not be censored!! =D

Thursday, I was late for my class so I didn't end up going.. I had lunch with IM members.. and saw this cute indon girl.. don't think i've been introduced yet..
anyway..
went for CB class after that, then was hopping around like a mad person.. cos I was sitting a bit far away from the rest of the people..
After class, I had a drink with Wei Ing and we talked a bit.. tres cool.. =)
she's a cool person and fairly intelligent too.. fun to talk to

came back and then waited for YCheng to come get me for dinner.. I was sooo hungry by the time she came, we went to the nearby place at Alisan for dinner.. good food, comfortable company.. too much food.. hahaha

then came back .. oh my dad got back already.. and he didn't bring the keys, so he was waiting for me as I got back..
then I started on my assignment.

I was warned not to include stuff in here.. lol
wonder why =)
So.. i only had.. 3 hours of sleep.. and the rest of the time, I was doing my assignment. I was in the comp lab today till 4 finishing it up with my friends and some acquaintances.. it's interesting how people can talk to absolute strangers if the need is great enough, as though, making new friends wasn't such a big deal. After a while, I ended up sitting opposite Cindy and it was.. amusing to see how the guys flocked to her side while she was doing her assignment.. I counted.. 6-7 .. and I don't know why I counted.. =)
anyway.. it was crazy (the assignment).. I was sooo hungry as i didn't get lunch.. so i went for a sandwich in the cafeteria.. Sherly and Jeny were still there filling out some silly forms about music.

Aishath was still up at 6 am.. and she was helpful.. as was Yeok Cheng as she pointed out the things that I could put in.. or should put in..
I think I was bugging Ashley a little too much today.. as I attempted to finish everything.. hehe
Jacky was also one of the most sought after individual today...

anyway
went for IM class.. kept falling asleep.. so tired..
Jeny and Sherly were exchanging notes.. and when I wanted to see (curiousity), Jeny snatched it.. and after a fashion started tearing it up.. lol
I wonder what could elicit that sort of reaction..

after that, went with the group to look for Dr. Nelson and had a short chat with him
I picked my car up from the car wash and then went to pyramid... for eventually 1 + 1/2 hours.. sigh.. I was really hungry so I had a coney dog.. then a free root beer with a 50 cents top up of ice cream.. cheap!
hahaha =) filled up my stomach.. walked around a bit, and then went back to wait.. There was this caucasian guy who's getting a manicure.. near the end, Ah May was fanning his hands so that they could dry quicker.. she got a $2 tip for that.. lol
oh yeah.. Ah May was being her usual self.. really amusing.. she is rather cute in that sort of.. coquettish type thing..
I'm attempting to use big words so that people will think that it's praises and won't bang me for it
=P

*oo note*
girls with.. low cut tops should not lean/bend over without covering openings.. it gives guys heart attacks..
=D

and then..
we had dinner together with their family.. Eunice, Jamie, their mom (birthday lady), aunt, uncle and last but not least.. the 2 little kids.. oh.. not forgetting Alicia... (do u think i put your name deliberately at the end?? ) =P
who cares?!?!?

food was passable.. Oh ... there's this drifting thing that happens at Extreme Park .. all manner of vehicles were just.. drifting and drifting.. lots of noise and smoke.. =)
after food, went to Jamie's for mahjong.. man was I unlucky.. I lost pretty much all that I won the other day and then some.. =) and it was only after Alicia came back from her drinking session that I recouped some losses.. =) I told her to play in my stead and first 4 rounds.. she won 3, 2 of which were full.. man.. I was there for 2 hours and I didn't get a single full win.. bleagh
my lucky star.. =) this reminds me, whenever Cindy sat next to me, played for me.. she'd invariably lose me money.. "black star"
fated.. =D therefore.. alicia = lucky star, cindy = black star.. man.. i'm still bitching.. =)

so.. called it a night and came back..
it was .. funny watching Alicia play mahjong, she was a little clumsy with the tiles.. which in the end was kinda cute in a klutzy kind of way.. hahaha

There was a brief moment during dinner where I was going to go up to Ipoh on Sunday.. which was then called off.. lol =)
we'll see when that happens..
anyway... brief one today..
g'nite

"lonely, i am so lonely, i have nobody, to call my own..."
*wink* peace people

Friday, April 29, 2005

this and that

In the midst of doing my assignment.. due tomorrow =)
ugh..
Lending decisions.. I'm not lending anyone any money anymore!!!

on another note..
I took the time to.. remove 'her' pictures from friendster and my website..
I think.. that's about it..
pictures will still be in that corner somewhere.. but the rest have no been erased..

sigh..

Thursday, April 28, 2005

gah

sigh
how depressing
not a single msg from her today.. *glares*
=)

she doesn't miss me
*sob*

*grin*
i'm insane in the membrane.. YEEHAWW!!!
no really..

but then again.. pat's crazier than i am.. right there patty boy ? =P
how could she do this to me??

noooo...
hehehe
i'm bloody hungry
damnit.. woman.. get shaking already.. urgh

this seems very much like an excerpt of an msn chat..
hehehe
but it isn't
i'm just blabbing cos i feel like it
i'm pretty happy today actually.. and just about hyper a little..
don't know why
must be that massage therapy thing..
wooo.. i can fly!!!!

*goes out the window*

lalala =)

work work work work..
quiet quiet quiet quiet..

=P
there was some issues with the microsoft excel.. something about MSO.dll
any help with that is much appreciated.. basically.. can't run excel normally.. sigh
troubleshooting.. didn't manage to fix it.. thought i nailed it
but after putting all the fixes in... office patches, damn thing stopped again
bah

then.. came back for a good dinner
went for futsal
bloody 4 people only.. shit
in the end there were 6
enough for a 3v3
i scored a few goals.. i was on fire today.. lol
I felt really alert and I was doing interceptions, spotting the passes.. being all round goodness.. lol
i don't know why.. and while I was warming up.. I was hitting the ball really well.. enjoyed it immensely today

came back.. then hopped online for a bit..
talked to sharon, yeok cheng, .. oo.. had late supper with yeok cheng.. hahah it was fun =) and met ai lin and ermm.. mei keng.. i think
they were there at the usual spot.
emm..
came back after that..
and I just found out that Jamie's reading my journal.. omigod!!! hahaha
she's gonna strangle me I think the next time she sees me.. lol
die die die..

I made a promise of japanese food as a prize for getting good results.. I want it to go both ways.. if she does poorly, I get to keep my money,
on the other hand, if she does well.. I get to have dinner with her.. hahaha and she gets good grades of cos..

speakers must switch on. fun for the family

http://www.terminal-insanity.com/z1g/steadyhand.swf

Wednesday, April 27, 2005

to YOU! yes you.. you know who you are.. !!! *glares*

"you know what you've done to me?
I live in anticipation of your msg.. =) I smile when I read that msg, people think i'm mad..
and when there's no message, i get mildly irritated..
GAH!!"
Today at work, there was a call from some anonymous, well not quite anonymous call from this person claiming to be a government appointed corporate governance compliance trouble-shooter. Right off the bat, she said that there was something wrong with our R.O.C. (Registrar of Companies), when pressed, she couldn't provide details, and yet we're supposed to comply with this apparently goverment appointed agent who knows next to nothing?
Insane.
and.. irresponsible. Every other year, someone will call regarding this kind of matters which sounds officious but when pressed, sounds suspiciously like a thinly-veiled attempt to squeeze more money out of us.
Hell no.. =)

scare tactics to induce us to pay for a course that is pretty much useless.. perhaps this should be highlighted to the newspapers.. We'll see if I'm feeling up to it or not. =)

that's it.. i'm screwed. I'm ruled by emotions

seems like that song generated some.. reactions.. lol
emm..
let's see
I had a massage therapy today..
whole body aching.. that kinda thing.. pressing places i never knew existed.. .. never knew that pain receptors existed there i mean..
1 and a half hour of pain..
lovely way to start the day i tell you..

*nearly forgot*
Cindy's mom called.. They just received the e-mail i sent them.. she asked if I was alright.. and etc.. etc.. etc.. maybe Cindy doesn't know what she wants yet.. and etc.. etc.. etc..
sigh
i'm still.. welcome to look for them when i go to hk.. so maybe i'll do that.. it was nice of her to call though.. =) that's why I sent the e-mail.. to thank them for their warmth and friendliness. *end memory*
then
talked to Eva.. she's a crazy girl/momma.. was attempting to make plans for the weekend.. mahjong!! woo =D
ermm..
oh yeah talked to Vincent too.. my man is now in CSL..*edit I think it's CSR.. * SUGAR.. hahaha
castor sugar.. i remember buying that brand.. anyway he makes the flu vaccine.. and packages it and stuff
haven't spoken/chat to him in ages.. sigh.. i miss him somewhat.. he's a really good friend.

then i went for class.. didn't know how to answer him..
I realise, Jaclyn has a pretty nice body.. =)
just noticing.. nothing pervy happening here.
ermm..
met Jamie for dinner, everyone else turned me down.. lol Ah May is.. the annoyingly flirty coy "and u absolutely know she's just playing" type..
she was going on again.. lol.. feel like strangling her sometimes.. but it's funny.. =) some entertainment
Basically I ate, and she accompanied.. I had Genki Sushi.. hahaha.. I'm not a big fan of sushi but I wanted to eat it for some reason..
to exorcise ghosts maybe..

it was rather expensive.. reminded me WHY i don't eat japanese food in the first place.. lol
Then I went to pick Ivana and Sherly up to go to pasar malam.. we were only there for like 30 minutes before the skies opened up..
dropped them off then went back to Pyramid and had a manicure.. lol
Jamie practiced on me..
it was really weird.. lots of people just kept looking!!!
ugh..
stupid Jamie..
and then.. in the end, Eunice and Jamie were doing one each hand.. lol
I have shiny nails.. -_-
dropped them home, then went in and said hi
Alicia was so anti-social.. didn't come down until later, and when she did, she ignored me!!
gah

played with Eunice's kids some.. hahaha.. was funny.. =) i think they like me.. lol
I left close to 11.. came back and got settled down and it's already 1.30.. omigod
time for bed..

my heart aches for other reasons..
do i need more heartache atm?
i think that's a resounding NO!

Tuesday, April 26, 2005

Akon - Lonely

Lonely im so lonely,
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely, im mr. Lonely
I have nobody,
To call my owwnnn
Im so lonely,

Yo this one here goes out to all my playas out there ya kno got to have one good girl whose always been there like ya
Kno took all the bullshit then one day she cant take it no more and decides to leave

I wont up in the middle of the night and I noticed my girl wasn't by my side, coulda sworn I was dreamin, for her I was
Feenin, so I hadda take a little ride, back tracking ova these few years, tryna figure out wat I do to make it go bad, cuz
Ever since my girl left me, my whole left life came crashin

Im so lonely (so lonely),
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Cant belive I hadda girl like you and I just let you walk right outta my life, after all I put u thru u still stuck
Around and stayed by my side, what really hurt me is I broke ur heart, baby you were a good girl and I had no right, I
Really wanna make things right, cuz without u in my life girl

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody to call my own)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girl

Been all about the world ain't neva met a girl that can take the things that you been through
Never thought the day would come where you would get up and run and I would be out chasing u
Cuz aint nowhere in the globe id rather be, aint noone in the globe id rather see then the girl of my dreams that made me
Be so happy but now so lonely

So lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girrll

Never thought that id be alone, I didnt hope you'd be gone this long, I jus want u to come home, so stop playing girl and
Come on home (come on home), baby girl I didn't mean to shout, I want me and you to work it out, I never wished Id ever
Hurt my baby, and its drivin me crazy cuz...

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own)

Im so lonely (so lonely)
Im mr. Lonely (mr. Lonely)
I have nobody (I have nobody)
To call my own (to call my own) girll

Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, (so lonely),
Mr. Lonely, so lonely
So lonely, so lonely, (so lonely), Mr. Lonely

ugh!

I just got groped all over by a masseuse? he's pretty good at the diagnosis though.. pinpointed the areas that are having troubles.. it's my height i tell you.. damn musculature problems..
anyway.. basically.. i'm screwed.. hahaha
my neck & shoulder areas are like iron due to the height issue which in turn affect my lower back and etc..etc.. etc..
isn't that sad? =(
anyway.. i'm gonna get a short session later
woohooo
relief =D

sweeeeettt

and so my day went something like this..

today
case study done in the morning
went for tute..
was rather sleepy so..
went to the washroom to wash face..
saw cindy in class actually..
and.. it was .. a little ironic that she wore the exact same colour/hue as i did.. red top with dark blue bottom.. we couldn't have coordinated it better.. =)
oh I brought 5 whole text books to uni.. never felt so hardworking in my life before.. lol
of course.. i had to park very far today.. sigh.. walked quite a long way in.. and went to the comp lab first.. so i was carrying heaps of books.. heavy books today
after class, returned her her 2 books.. then I pitied her so I kept the library book and returned it after CB

during cb, this girl.. don't know her name really.. but she's my classmate, she was having equipment trouble.. and her presentation was pretty interesting.. lots of pictures to see
Ben did his presentation as well today.. and he raised a 'hot' topic.. regarding contraception.. lol
he directed it at this guy at first then he pointed it to me.. bugger.. asked me what kinda issues were there with using condoms..
I said," well, i guess I can't feel much" =D
whole class was laughing.. then he asked these 2 girls.. and they were jokingly offended asking if they seemed the type to know.. hehe

We went to eat at the 'orange' shop today... the newly opened one. I found out the name. It's called "One 2 eat"
=)
don't ask me why..
anyway.. food's vegetarian.. and cheap for vegetarian food.. and the service is bloody excellent.. love it.. =)
no sullen looks, no attitude.. just eager people eager to please..

emm.. after that, went to the comp lab and realised that I forgot to take my pendrive earlier!! *sob* it was gone.. unscrupulous people .. bah..
did a bit of the lending assignment and helped michelle understand what i was trying to do..
she looked very pale.. after her recent mystery illness and the subsequent jab and everything else.. poor thing
went for class after that
was rather empty.
I tried reading the textbook but I fell asleep after a while.

woke up then .. listened somemore for another hour.. then went to meet Yeok Cheng.. went to her house and chilled out there for a while.. fixed up her comp as well.. and then watched sitcom.. the drew carey show.. wooo =D
we went to kim gary for dinner.. and 'lo and behold, Ben and Stella were there too..
haha
so after introductions, sat down and .. ordered and then talked and ate dinner..
food as usual was good.. company was good too.. Ben wasn't quite his sparkling self due to long day and etc..
we parted ways and then I sent yeok cheng home.. then dropped off Ivana's things
then came back
Was on the phone with Sharon for about 49 minutes.. sorry dear, but 99 cents per minute is a little beyond me right now..
Talked to Yew Wen a bit as well..
and now i'm here online chatting =)
supposed to be doing Lending but.. gah.. not panicky mode yet..

sigh..
week just started but i'm already making plans for the long weekend.. lol =)
cheers people!

Sunday, April 24, 2005

tribute.. thanks for being there

I've been meaning to.. find a way to pay tribute to the people who have helped me through my mini-crisis of the heart..
and after looking for.. some poetry.. (cos i'm a lazy bastard)
i find that they don't quite capture what I want to say.
I've never been much of a poet, an occasional writer perhaps but never a poet..
this is as good a time to start as any.. =)

..............
..............
..............

didn't go so well.. =P

my friend,
you have been the voice of reason in my maze of despair,
as I fought to understand the reasons why,
you provided gentle guidance,
counselling was the order of the day,
and yet in the end all I needed was to hear her say those unforgettable words,
I don't love you anymore she said,
with that I cried anew, the pain and sadness burst asunder,
but with that the healing began,
as i traversed the canyon of sadness,
your voice called to me,
bringing me to the light
enabling me to think with clarity
to move forward with purpose and determination
never again I vowed but we both know
I will always be a fool in love.

now.. to reword that into a poem..
alp!

Thanks to all of you..
in SG order
1. Ben, Stella
2. Jamie
3. Jacky
4. Kelvin
5. Jess, Hui Ping
6, Michelle Leong
7. Yew Wen

I appear to be missing one.. or a few.. oops
those who aren't physically around but still.. showed me/gave me sufficient attention
Michele Lean, Olle, Eunice, Alicia, Sherly, Ivana, Yeok Cheng, Heng, Sharon Chen, Audrey Lean

*edit*
I made an error in the above section.. omigod..
Those guys were around for me.. =) though not in official SG capacity.. =)
Eunice, Alicia, Sherly, Ivana, Yeok Cheng, Heng, Wei Ing
*/edit*

I.. don't think i've said enough to express how.. grateful I truly am.. but
thank you. =) Current Mood:

hmm...

Seek Not My Heart
by Kit McCallum
Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies,
Do not you hear my heartfelt cries?

Below the branches, here about,
Do not you sense my fear and doubt?
Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams,
Do not you hear my woeful screams?

Upon the meadows, touched with dew,
Do not you see my hearts a'skew?
Beneath the thousand twinkling stars,
Do not you feel my jagged scars?

Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze,
For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees.

It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies,
Accompanied by heartfelt sighs.
It's drifting o're the gentle rain,
A symbol of my silent pain.

It's buried 'neath the meadow fair,
Conjoined with all the sorrow there.
It's lost among the stars this night,
Too far to ease my quiet fright.

No gentle winds, seek not my heart,
For simply ... it has torn apart.

not sure if this is real, but it sure is interesting

Everything u need to know bout bananas, amazing facts
Message: Bananas

This is interesting. After Reading this, you'll never
look at a banana in the same way again.

Bananas. Containing three natural sugars -
sucrose, fructose and glucose combined with fiber,
a banana gives an instant, sustained and
substantial boost of energy.

Research has proven that just two bananas provide
enough energy for a strenuous 90-minute workout.
No wonder the banana is the number one fruit with
the world's leading athletes.

But energy isn't the only way a banana can help
us keep fit. It can also help overcome or prevent a
substantial number of illnesses and conditions,
making it a must to add to our daily diet.
EZrent.com

Depression: According to a recent survey
undertaken by MIND amongst people suffering
from depression, many felt much better after eating
a banana. This is because bananas contain
tryptophan, a type of protein that the body converts
into serotonin, known to make you relax, improve
your mood and generally make you feel happier.
EZrent.com

PMS: Forget the pills - eat a banana. The vitamin
B6 it contains regulates blood glucose levels,
which can affect your mood.

Anemia: High in iron, bananas can stimulate the
production of hemoglobin in the blood and so helps
in cases of anemia.

Blood Pressure: This unique tropical fruit is
extremely high in potassium yet low in salt,
making it the perfect to beat blood pressure. So
much so, the US Food and Drug Administration
has just allowed the banana industry to make
official claims for the fruit's ability to reduce the
risk of blood pressure and stroke

Brain Power: 200 students at a Twickenham
(Middlesex) school were helped through their
exams this year by eating bananas at breakfast,
break, and lunch in a bid to boost their brain
power. Research has shown that the potassium-
packed fruit can assist learning by making pupils
more alert. EZrent.com

Constipation: High in fiber, including bananas in
the diet can help restore normal bowel action,
helping to overcome the problem without resorting
to laxatives.

Hangovers: One of the quickest ways of curing a
hangover is to make a banana milkshake,
sweetened with honey. The banana calms the
stomach and, with the help of the honey, builds up
depleted blood sugar levels, while the milk soothes
and re-hydrates your system. EZrent.com

Heartburn: Bananas have a natural antacid effect in
the body, so if you suffer from heartburn, try eating
a banana for soothing relief.

Morning Sickness: Snacking on bananas between
meals helps to keep blood sugar levels up and
avoid morning sickness.

Mosquito bites: Before reaching for the insect bite
cream, try rubbing the affected area with the inside
of a banana skin. Many people find it amazingly
successful at reducing swelling and irritation.

Nerves: Bananas are high in B vitamins that help
calm the nervous system.

Overweight and at work? Studies at the Institute of
Psychology in Austria found pressure at work
leads to gorging on comfort food like chocolate and
crisps. Looking at 5,000 hospital patients,
researchers found the most obese were more
likely to be in high-pressure jobs. The report
concluded that, to avoid panic-induced food
cravings, we need to control our blood sugar levels
by snacking on high carbohydrate foods every two
hours to keep levels steady EZrent.com

Ulcers: The banana is used as the dietary food
against intestinal disorders because of its soft
texture and smoothness. It is the only raw fruit that
can be eaten without distress in over-chronicler
cases. It also neutralizes over-acidity and reduces
irritation by coating the lining of the stomach.

Temperature control: Many other cultures see
bananas as a "cooling" fruit that can lower both the
physical and emotional temperature of expectant
mothers. In Thailand, for example, pregnant
women eat bananas to ensure their baby is born
with a cool temperature.

Seasonal Affective Disorder (SAD): Bananas can
help SAD sufferers because they contain the
natural mood enhancer tryptophan.

Smoking: Bananas can also help people trying to
give up smoking. The B6,B12 they contain, as well
as the potassium and magnesium found in them,
help the body recover from the effects of nicotine
withdrawal.

Stress: Potassium is a vital mineral, which helps
normalize the heartbeat, sends oxygen to the brain
and regulates your body's water balance. When we
are stressed, our metabolic rate rises, thereby
reducing our potassium levels. These can be
rebalanced with the help of a high-potassium
banana snack.

Strokes: According to research in "The New
England Journal of Medicine,"eating bananas as
part of a regular diet can cut the risk of death by
strokes by as much as 40%!

Warts: Those keen on natural alternatives swear
that if you want to kill off a wart, take a piece of
banana skin and place it on the wart, with the
yellow side out. Carefully hold the skin in place
with a plaster or surgical tape!

So, a banana really is a natural remedy for many
ills. When you compare it to an apple, it has four
times the protein, twice the carbohydrate, three
times the phosphorus, five times the vitamin A and
iron, and twice the other vitamins and minerals. It
is also rich in potassium and is one of the best
value foods around. So maybe its time to change
that well-known phrase so that we say, "A banana
a day keeps the doctor away!" EZrent.com


P/S : Bananas must be the reason monkeys are
so happy all the time!

this is hilarious.. seriously.. =) don't watch.. just listen =)

http://gprime.net/video.php/reallifevsinternet

busy busy..

it's been an interesting day.. though it did not always seemed that way esp earlier at work.. and my further.. 6 hours spent at home..

I realised that my 3 ex's were Malaysians.. to a certain degree..
one was.. born, bred in gov school like me
one was in an international school
another one wasn't here for half her life alltogether.. but the common theme here was, they were all malaysians and their english were conversation worthy.

Now, as I can recall, i haven't really liked that many girls outside of Malaysia either..
there was Barbara, Wen Min, Crystal, and of late maybe Jeny. *don't know the reason yet but...*
first 2 had a decent command of english but the latter 2 are maybe a bit deficient.
I was surprised that before I have even made any underdying declaration of my affections, there was a statement made "she prefers indo guys"
ook.. =)
Not sure how I should respond to that.
I fell asleep while doing the section up top.. so sleepy.. lol
anyway

I was home till about 10.45 pm yesterday waiting I suppose on Yew Wen.. I didn't exactly knew who to call either cos I figured most people would already have plans for a saturday night. plus for some of us, assignments are due in next weekend. so.. yeah
I fell asleep watching football.. omigod.. that's how tired I've been. I only managed to sleep 4 hours on friday night.
so headed out.. was heading out then the girls called, after they did their bit of conferring, they agreed to come along even though it was.. highly malaysian style drinking session.. =) Coffeeshop with chicken wings and beer.. lots of it, it seemed.
so I picked Yew Wen up, then the girls then Jamie and we went to Taipan to get our booze. =D

merrily merrily merrily go, life is but a dream..
=) nursery rhyme.. hahaha
i'm a little unbalanced it seems

anyway
we sat there for about 2+ hours.. a bit of talking, a bit of laughing.. a bit of drinking too..
The girls were rather convinced I was drunk.. cos when I drink, my eyes, then ears, then face goes rather red..
heh
there were concerns that I couldn't drive but I showed them all! .. In fact, I ended up trying to convince everyone that I was drunk.. just for the heck of it.. lol
and then, came back. chat with Jamie for about an hour.. I was soo sleepy.. and stomach ache too.. lol
I've stated all along that everyone knows the theory, but the application is another matter all together.. that applies to Jamie as well, from what I could tell, she hasn't let her ex of 2 years + go.. and because of that she hasn't allowed herself to find that person whom u are gonna spend the rest of your life with. It's a little sad cos she's a really really great person to be with, fun and interesting and.. warm, and.. etc..etc.. =) lazy to gush.. heh

I think I tried to post abit before falling asleep.
I got out of bed at abuot 1.30 today.. half the day gone.. ooo.. bad
=)
looks like an overcast day.. =)