test of willpower..

fail.

Only managing to resist.. barely..

Why do I test myself this way?

stupid.

baaddd..

So I was at a friend's wedding 2 weekends ago.
It was a small intimate affair.
Friends/associates mainly. There were very very few people above the age of 35 I believe.

But.. I have a few grouses.
Food is bad/not fresh. Did I mention that it was bad?

Then the MC. Having a disclaimer before you start stating how lame/lousy it's gonna be doesn't make it any better.

Seriously.

But other than that, it was nice seeing people again.

But it was bad. The location and the food. Oh and the power cut out for a short while.
The saving grace, the guys made the effort to choreograph a sing and dance routine.
6 of them though someone probably forgot to tell them how large the stage would actually be.

Uptown girl was the song.
=)

that's it?

happy thoughts

When happiness is not certain, would mum be the word?

10 year wait

This isn't exactly a new occurence but those who date for 10 years and above before marrying,
they depress me.
Maybe because it makes me wonder about me and my approach to relationships or perhaps just a thought

"shit, some people are so lucky."

what should it be?
obviously none of it my fault so

"SHIT THEY ARE SO LUCKY"

yea. sounds about right..

been watching too much tv..

so unlike me at all but this is a holiday and generally I don't waste it but I've been feeling lazy given the length of time that I have to myself.

so. .
yay for me

how different life has become
10 years ago, we're discussing which Uni to go to, which girl/guy broke our heart
5 years ago, the shit jobs that we're in..
last week, so when are you getting married? did you hear so and so are getting married?

how quickly time passes.. and how different things are now.

we grew up.

Moment of clarity..

I realised..
that somethings are just not meant to be..
strive as we might,
try as we will,

it just will not happen

To further muddy the water,

I will be updating all of my blogs at random.. including those that no one knows off... mwahahaha
but then again..
who's paying attention? ;)

This is a case of the falling tree in the forest.
If no one heard it, did it really happen?
was it an even or was it merely imagined?

It's the 9th of August today..
this is the month for mending broken bridges..
it's funny when I use that since I last saw a musical called 'broken bridges' some 2 years ago to the month.

how's that for timing..