When I first saw you,
I didn't think too much of it
As the weeks passed,
you had to be friendly, engaging, funny
Unknowingly little by little I fell under your spell
Even jokingly telling a friend
that heaven was by my side
Little did I know
how true that is now
A misunderstanding drove u away,
A misunderstanding brought you back,
does 2 wrongs make a right?
I don't know but it feels right,
When you told me you did not want me to misunderstand
I railed at the fates for letting me meet you
Better to have remained in the dark
then to have an ache in my heart
You being so close yet so far
the cliches abound more and more
As I gazed into your eyes,
I felt time standing still
your bewitching gaze, your soulful eyes
dazzling smile, michevious glint,
I felt myself being drawn in
and be lost forever
Fearful I broke the gaze,
Afraid that I will never break free
of the feelings that formed a haze
the depth of which fits to a tee
The one whom I may never have
For you are in love with another
And so I must be thankful
That I can be near and useful
There is a song that bemoans
of the love that was still-born
The one I love is not my lover they sing
that song reminds me of my being
and fills me with a sense of longing
of what might be so fulfilling
to quote from one other,
I say this without hope or intent or any other
but you are the perfect one for me
shared interest,your warm nature,
would I find another
I do not know any better
When would it be my time
when the bells will chime
And i find my heaven for eternal to keep
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
Sunday, June 25, 2006
Sunday, June 05, 2005
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
It's taking too much effort to duplicate a blog...
Hi this is Ben. The official "blog updater" for Soo Jin's blog.
It has been sometime since I started "copying + pasting" Soo Jin's blog and created an almost identical duplicate here at soojc.blogspot.com - all in the effort to get Soo Jin to embrace the world of Blogger.com...
After a good number of updates, the task has begun to take it's toll on me. This dude writes too much! :)
This should, be my final post for this blog. If you have been reading and found his posts rather entertaining, for future updates, please refer to his official blog at http://www.livejournal.com/users/dcsjin/.
Cheers!
*edit*
Ben is a lazy arse.. (21/04/2006)
he hasn't posted in a year on his own.. tsk..tsk..
It has been sometime since I started "copying + pasting" Soo Jin's blog and created an almost identical duplicate here at soojc.blogspot.com - all in the effort to get Soo Jin to embrace the world of Blogger.com...
After a good number of updates, the task has begun to take it's toll on me. This dude writes too much! :)
This should, be my final post for this blog. If you have been reading and found his posts rather entertaining, for future updates, please refer to his official blog at http://www.livejournal.com/users/dcsjin/.
Cheers!
*edit*
Ben is a lazy arse.. (21/04/2006)
he hasn't posted in a year on his own.. tsk..tsk..
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
as told by the massage therapist
Life is a comedy for those who think,
Life is a tragedy for those who feel
interesting words arranged interestingly..
but humans are creatures of emotion mainly...
that's where passion and intensity tends to come in
so.. I guess we need to balance between our feelings and our thought processes and not allow either to overwhelm the other, instead let it just be in harmony
Life is a tragedy for those who feel
interesting words arranged interestingly..
but humans are creatures of emotion mainly...
that's where passion and intensity tends to come in
so.. I guess we need to balance between our feelings and our thought processes and not allow either to overwhelm the other, instead let it just be in harmony
Current Mood: 
numb
numbmore theft!
I've learned- that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.
I've learned- that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back.
I've learned- that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.
I've learned- that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.
I've learned- that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts.
I've learned- that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes, after that, you'd better know something.
I've learned- that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do.
I've learned- that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.
I've learned- that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.
I've learned- that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.
I've learned- that you can keep going long after you can't.
I've learned- that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.
I've learned- that either you control your attitude or it controls you.
I've learned- that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place.
I've learned- that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.
I've learned- that money is a lousy way of keeping score.
I've learned- that my best friend and can do anything or nothing and have the best time.
I've learned- that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be the ones to help you get back up.
I've learned- that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.
I've learned- that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.
I've learned- that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
I've learned-that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.
I've learned- that you should never tell a child their dreams are unlikely or outlandish. Few things are more humiliating, and what a tragedy it would be if they believed it.
I've learned- that your family won't always be there for you. It may seem funny, but people you aren't related to can take care of you and love you and teach you to trust people again. Families aren't biological.
I've learned- that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.
I've learned- that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.
I've learned- that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.
I've learned- that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.
I've learned- that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.
I've learned- that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever.
I've learned- that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.
I've learned- that no matter how you try to protect your children, they will eventually get hurt and you will hurt in the process.
I've learned- that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help.
I've learned- that credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being...
I've learned- that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back.
I've learned- that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.
I've learned- that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.
I've learned- that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts.
I've learned- that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes, after that, you'd better know something.
I've learned- that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do.
I've learned- that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.
I've learned- that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.
I've learned- that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.
I've learned- that you can keep going long after you can't.
I've learned- that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.
I've learned- that either you control your attitude or it controls you.
I've learned- that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place.
I've learned- that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.
I've learned- that money is a lousy way of keeping score.
I've learned- that my best friend and can do anything or nothing and have the best time.
I've learned- that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be the ones to help you get back up.
I've learned- that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.
I've learned- that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.
I've learned- that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
I've learned-that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.
I've learned- that you should never tell a child their dreams are unlikely or outlandish. Few things are more humiliating, and what a tragedy it would be if they believed it.
I've learned- that your family won't always be there for you. It may seem funny, but people you aren't related to can take care of you and love you and teach you to trust people again. Families aren't biological.
I've learned- that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.
I've learned- that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.
I've learned- that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.
I've learned- that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.
I've learned- that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.
I've learned- that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever.
I've learned- that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.
I've learned- that no matter how you try to protect your children, they will eventually get hurt and you will hurt in the process.
I've learned- that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help.
I've learned- that credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being...
stolen! funny though
The Difference Between Malaysians and Singaporeans
By Eddie G.
It's not as if you hadn't noticed, but Malaysians and Singaporeans do have quite a bit in common. However, if you do pay attention, you might notice some distinguishing traits that might spell the difference between a true blue Malaysian and a die-hard Singaporean. These are guidelines. No one has to follow them, but generally they do.
AT A BUFFET
Malaysian: Eats until he throws up
Singaporean: Eats until he throws up, and then eats some more
LAW & ORDER
Malaysian: Knows his laws, disobeys them and that's fine
Singaporean: Knows his laws, disobeys them and gets fined
ECONOMY
Malaysian: Trade Union owned by rich, pretentious bastards who don't know shit about the struggles of the working class
Singaporean: Trade Union owned by the government
MANNERS
Malaysian: Cuts a queue, feels guilty, trys to pretend nothing happened
Singaporean: Cuts a queue, feels guilty, trys to justify his motive ("Actually hor, you know ah, I've been here already for very long, one!")
CUSTOMS
Malaysian: Attempts to smuggle drugs and tobacco into Singapore
Singaporean: Attempts to smuggle chewing gum into Singapore
LEADERSHIP
Malaysian: Former Prime Minister retires and goes off to enjoy life while calling the shots from behind the scene
Singaporean: Former Prime Minister retires... oh wait, no he doesn't.
INFRASTRUCTURE
Malaysian: Builds Twin Towers to symbolize what Malaysia is all about
Singaporean: Builds Twin Metal-Spiked Balls for the same purpose
CORRUPTION
Singaporean: Culprit begs policeman for leniency
Malaysian: Policeman begs culprit for bribes
POLITICS
Malaysian: Believes in a one-phantom-one-vote policy
Singaporean: Lee Kuan Yew votes on behalf of the country
CENSORSHIP
Singaporean: Allows adult films to be screened so long as patrons are of age and film possesses a certain aesthetic value
Malaysian: Buy the VCD lah!
PATRIOTISM
Malaysian: Sings Malaysian National Anthem in Bahasa Malaysia
Singaporean: Sings Singaporean National Anthem in Bahasa Malaysia
By Eddie G.
It's not as if you hadn't noticed, but Malaysians and Singaporeans do have quite a bit in common. However, if you do pay attention, you might notice some distinguishing traits that might spell the difference between a true blue Malaysian and a die-hard Singaporean. These are guidelines. No one has to follow them, but generally they do.
AT A BUFFET
Malaysian: Eats until he throws up
Singaporean: Eats until he throws up, and then eats some more
LAW & ORDER
Malaysian: Knows his laws, disobeys them and that's fine
Singaporean: Knows his laws, disobeys them and gets fined
ECONOMY
Malaysian: Trade Union owned by rich, pretentious bastards who don't know shit about the struggles of the working class
Singaporean: Trade Union owned by the government
MANNERS
Malaysian: Cuts a queue, feels guilty, trys to pretend nothing happened
Singaporean: Cuts a queue, feels guilty, trys to justify his motive ("Actually hor, you know ah, I've been here already for very long, one!")
CUSTOMS
Malaysian: Attempts to smuggle drugs and tobacco into Singapore
Singaporean: Attempts to smuggle chewing gum into Singapore
LEADERSHIP
Malaysian: Former Prime Minister retires and goes off to enjoy life while calling the shots from behind the scene
Singaporean: Former Prime Minister retires... oh wait, no he doesn't.
INFRASTRUCTURE
Malaysian: Builds Twin Towers to symbolize what Malaysia is all about
Singaporean: Builds Twin Metal-Spiked Balls for the same purpose
CORRUPTION
Singaporean: Culprit begs policeman for leniency
Malaysian: Policeman begs culprit for bribes
POLITICS
Malaysian: Believes in a one-phantom-one-vote policy
Singaporean: Lee Kuan Yew votes on behalf of the country
CENSORSHIP
Singaporean: Allows adult films to be screened so long as patrons are of age and film possesses a certain aesthetic value
Malaysian: Buy the VCD lah!
PATRIOTISM
Malaysian: Sings Malaysian National Anthem in Bahasa Malaysia
Singaporean: Sings Singaporean National Anthem in Bahasa Malaysia
Monday, May 02, 2005
how interesting
Today's Forecast
Romance is in the air -- and you've been thinking about making a permanent commitment. If your sweetie seems just as willing as you are to take this thing out for a test ride, don't be shy. Suggest monogamy.
Romance is in the air -- and you've been thinking about making a permanent commitment. If your sweetie seems just as willing as you are to take this thing out for a test ride, don't be shy. Suggest monogamy.
reliving memories
Was watching A Walk to Remember.. the tail-end of it.. reminded me why it was such a nice movie.. =)
Sometimes, movies like that makes u wonder.. what do i have to do to get something like that?
... sigh
K Yuen came by just now and i loaned him some anime for him to take to Labuan.. haven't seen him in ages.. he didn't even know that I had already split up.. =|
yea.. anyway.. i'm at home.. hungry..
dunno what to do..
Sometimes, movies like that makes u wonder.. what do i have to do to get something like that?
... sigh
K Yuen came by just now and i loaned him some anime for him to take to Labuan.. haven't seen him in ages.. he didn't even know that I had already split up.. =|
yea.. anyway.. i'm at home.. hungry..
dunno what to do..
Current Mood: 
depressed
depressedmy sunday
Divergence.. poor movie.
poor poor poor
too many short lived people
too many sub plots
although the portrayal of flawed beings was especially powerful.. in some instances but the rest were rather overly-dramatic.
...
I didn't have dinner
so..
we snuck in a veritable feast of a&w food
2 rootbeers
1 mozza burger
1 coney dog
1 of 2 piece chicken
1 curly fries
come to think of it.. i didn't eat the fries.. =(
and then.. some big cat (tiger) at taipan.. brought the 2 girls out.. Wiri and Ivana..
then
we drank, had some satay, no more chicken wings today =(
then.. sat and talked .. can't even really remember much of what was said.. ohhhhh.. langkawi and backpacking.. lol.. minute I said, don't expect frequent baths, girls changed their minds.
sent everyone home, had a tickle fight with the 2 at the back.. YW was driving and Jamie was sitting in front too.. so i sat at the back..
WAR!!!!
hahaha
it's been a while..
fun.. heh
then had to walk them up cos they were afraid of being ina lift by themselves so late at night.. =)
so walked them back
came back down
came home
the end
.. now.. what do i do tomorrow?
DAMN HOLIDAYS!
hahaha
*note, I saw Geri from Trinity on the way to passion last night.. didn't call out... don't know why =)*
poor poor poor
too many short lived people
too many sub plots
although the portrayal of flawed beings was especially powerful.. in some instances but the rest were rather overly-dramatic.
...
I didn't have dinner
so..
we snuck in a veritable feast of a&w food
2 rootbeers
1 mozza burger
1 coney dog
1 of 2 piece chicken
1 curly fries
come to think of it.. i didn't eat the fries.. =(
and then.. some big cat (tiger) at taipan.. brought the 2 girls out.. Wiri and Ivana..
then
we drank, had some satay, no more chicken wings today =(
then.. sat and talked .. can't even really remember much of what was said.. ohhhhh.. langkawi and backpacking.. lol.. minute I said, don't expect frequent baths, girls changed their minds.
sent everyone home, had a tickle fight with the 2 at the back.. YW was driving and Jamie was sitting in front too.. so i sat at the back..
WAR!!!!
hahaha
it's been a while..
fun.. heh
then had to walk them up cos they were afraid of being ina lift by themselves so late at night.. =)
so walked them back
came back down
came home
the end
.. now.. what do i do tomorrow?
DAMN HOLIDAYS!
hahaha
*note, I saw Geri from Trinity on the way to passion last night.. didn't call out... don't know why =)*
Current Mood: 
tired
tiredSunday, May 01, 2005
blah
I didn't have the chance to update yesterday cos I was so tired..
so.. here goes..
day at work..
wasted 1 n half hours waiting for dad at the office, then had dinner with the folks.. Peranakan House. =)
and then went to see my granma who hit her head.. she's doing just fine.. sat with her for about 1hour and quite a lot more.. then only came back
emm.. was supposed to meet Sook Yee for some drinks before heading out yesterday.. but her dinner engagement took 4 hours.. by which I had already picked Wen Nie up (lives really near me) and was in the process of picking up Jamie and Eunice for a night out.. Went to Rum Jungle and opened a bottle... from the 5, we expanded into a group that had 11 in total.. I'll probably never see them again.. and I didn't catch their names either.. =)
Was doing some light drinking.. and.. attempting to loosen up.. somewhat, and there were no chairs so we were all kind of standing around a table... sigh
one of the guys was motioning to me.. and then he said,"eh, she's waiting for u." "she" was this.. hot.. probably late 20's female who was dancing prohibitively close.. she invaded my personal bubble! omigod! anyway, I called him crazy and.. just ignored her while nursing my drink.. =)
the girls were going nuts taking photos.. lol.. I wonder if i can pinch some off them and put them over at my blogspot place.
They were also a little sleepy/tired so we left after nearly 2 hours.. and went for good supper.. Beef noodle!!! woo =D had a large one then came back and slept.. *ahhh*
There was something about Ah May and her friendly friend.. but I CBFed.. =)
This morning, my alarm rang and I woke up.. wondering whether or not to call those 2.. I was supposed to go shopping.. well not GO shopping but bring them there.
Ivana called, told me Sherly didn't want to go.. I called Sherly and told her to get dressed.. =)
picked them up and went to hartamas. 2 of Ivana's friend joined us. *edit*Vera and Dianny =) names are always hazardous..
one's shorter, the other's taller..
and then..
yeah went to hartamas, had lunch at TamNakThai.. don't bother going there.. I couldn't find any saving grace.. it was just poor.. and expensive
Curry, Tom yum, cold coconut milk do not work very well.. =) I had to visit the toilet..
heh
went to Cat's Whiskers after that and the girls did their shopping.. and i sat there.. looking at people and reading magazines. Patrick came after a while and accompanied me in my thankless task.
I'm gonna join Pat one of these days on his culinary adventures.. yumm....
anyway, he proposed coffee but Ferra had to go back.. so parted ways and I proceeded to drop all concerned home..
"My Place" apartments was one of the stop and there was a dog involved as well.. girls played with it.. then left.. and next stop was the KTM station.. and then.. made a brief detour at the Pasar Malam then dropped them home and came back.
There was this kancil packed with people.. and they were doing head-banging in the car.. pretty funny.
I'm watching Divergence tonight with Jamie and Yew Wen.. Alicia ffk, Eunice isn't feeling too well..
so it's just the 3 of us.. will have big cat after that maybe =)
a wee bit disappointed i think... *shrug*
that's it for now
To Jamie,
"Mandy was born on April 10th 1984 in Nashua, New Hampshire. However, her family soon moved to Orlando, Florida where she currently resides."
I win.
so.. here goes..
day at work..
wasted 1 n half hours waiting for dad at the office, then had dinner with the folks.. Peranakan House. =)
and then went to see my granma who hit her head.. she's doing just fine.. sat with her for about 1hour and quite a lot more.. then only came back
emm.. was supposed to meet Sook Yee for some drinks before heading out yesterday.. but her dinner engagement took 4 hours.. by which I had already picked Wen Nie up (lives really near me) and was in the process of picking up Jamie and Eunice for a night out.. Went to Rum Jungle and opened a bottle... from the 5, we expanded into a group that had 11 in total.. I'll probably never see them again.. and I didn't catch their names either.. =)
Was doing some light drinking.. and.. attempting to loosen up.. somewhat, and there were no chairs so we were all kind of standing around a table... sigh
one of the guys was motioning to me.. and then he said,"eh, she's waiting for u." "she" was this.. hot.. probably late 20's female who was dancing prohibitively close.. she invaded my personal bubble! omigod! anyway, I called him crazy and.. just ignored her while nursing my drink.. =)
the girls were going nuts taking photos.. lol.. I wonder if i can pinch some off them and put them over at my blogspot place.
They were also a little sleepy/tired so we left after nearly 2 hours.. and went for good supper.. Beef noodle!!! woo =D had a large one then came back and slept.. *ahhh*
There was something about Ah May and her friendly friend.. but I CBFed.. =)
This morning, my alarm rang and I woke up.. wondering whether or not to call those 2.. I was supposed to go shopping.. well not GO shopping but bring them there.
Ivana called, told me Sherly didn't want to go.. I called Sherly and told her to get dressed.. =)
picked them up and went to hartamas. 2 of Ivana's friend joined us. *edit*Vera and Dianny =) names are always hazardous..
one's shorter, the other's taller..
and then..
yeah went to hartamas, had lunch at TamNakThai.. don't bother going there.. I couldn't find any saving grace.. it was just poor.. and expensive
Curry, Tom yum, cold coconut milk do not work very well.. =) I had to visit the toilet..
heh
went to Cat's Whiskers after that and the girls did their shopping.. and i sat there.. looking at people and reading magazines. Patrick came after a while and accompanied me in my thankless task.
I'm gonna join Pat one of these days on his culinary adventures.. yumm....
anyway, he proposed coffee but Ferra had to go back.. so parted ways and I proceeded to drop all concerned home..
"My Place" apartments was one of the stop and there was a dog involved as well.. girls played with it.. then left.. and next stop was the KTM station.. and then.. made a brief detour at the Pasar Malam then dropped them home and came back.
There was this kancil packed with people.. and they were doing head-banging in the car.. pretty funny.
I'm watching Divergence tonight with Jamie and Yew Wen.. Alicia ffk, Eunice isn't feeling too well..
so it's just the 3 of us.. will have big cat after that maybe =)
a wee bit disappointed i think... *shrug*
that's it for now
To Jamie,
"Mandy was born on April 10th 1984 in Nashua, New Hampshire. However, her family soon moved to Orlando, Florida where she currently resides."
I win.
Current Mood: 
disappointed
disappointedSaturday, April 30, 2005
silly *grin*
of late, I've noticed myself developing perhaps.. minor attraction to various females.. I feel that I am suffering from perhaps a case of needytitis.. a condition where, I just want someone around.. it's abrupt.. from having someone who's around you nearly 24/7 to.. nothing.. a self-diagnosis from a guy who took ONE unit of psychology... lol
I'm not sure about what I feel at the moment but.. their (2 girls) image do run around my head from time to time aside from the resident honcho who's got her claws sunk deep in. I don't feel a physical pain or longing but just a sense of loss from time to time..
perhaps I'm doing some kind of transference of my feelings on 'honcho' to these 2 girls.. There are complications on both sides should I actually want to act on these yet not-fully formed feelings of mine.. hence my need to tread carefully.. and not divulge names.. as i've learnt that, more people read my journal these days.. this ain't a gossip channel.. =P
perhaps a wiser course would be to wait.. but what does it mean when you see their name flash across the face of your mobile, and all you can do is give a silly grin.. lol
silly isn't it? =)
bright april afternoon..
too bright.. hurts the eyes i tell you
I'm not sure about what I feel at the moment but.. their (2 girls) image do run around my head from time to time aside from the resident honcho who's got her claws sunk deep in. I don't feel a physical pain or longing but just a sense of loss from time to time..
perhaps I'm doing some kind of transference of my feelings on 'honcho' to these 2 girls.. There are complications on both sides should I actually want to act on these yet not-fully formed feelings of mine.. hence my need to tread carefully.. and not divulge names.. as i've learnt that, more people read my journal these days.. this ain't a gossip channel.. =P
perhaps a wiser course would be to wait.. but what does it mean when you see their name flash across the face of your mobile, and all you can do is give a silly grin.. lol
silly isn't it? =)
bright april afternoon..
too bright.. hurts the eyes i tell you
Current Mood: 
contemplative
contemplativeteeheehee!!
I shall not be censored!! =D
Thursday, I was late for my class so I didn't end up going.. I had lunch with IM members.. and saw this cute indon girl.. don't think i've been introduced yet..
anyway..
went for CB class after that, then was hopping around like a mad person.. cos I was sitting a bit far away from the rest of the people..
After class, I had a drink with Wei Ing and we talked a bit.. tres cool.. =)
she's a cool person and fairly intelligent too.. fun to talk to
came back and then waited for YCheng to come get me for dinner.. I was sooo hungry by the time she came, we went to the nearby place at Alisan for dinner.. good food, comfortable company.. too much food.. hahaha
then came back .. oh my dad got back already.. and he didn't bring the keys, so he was waiting for me as I got back..
then I started on my assignment.
I was warned not to include stuff in here.. lol
wonder why =)
So.. i only had.. 3 hours of sleep.. and the rest of the time, I was doing my assignment. I was in the comp lab today till 4 finishing it up with my friends and some acquaintances.. it's interesting how people can talk to absolute strangers if the need is great enough, as though, making new friends wasn't such a big deal. After a while, I ended up sitting opposite Cindy and it was.. amusing to see how the guys flocked to her side while she was doing her assignment.. I counted.. 6-7 .. and I don't know why I counted.. =)
anyway.. it was crazy (the assignment).. I was sooo hungry as i didn't get lunch.. so i went for a sandwich in the cafeteria.. Sherly and Jeny were still there filling out some silly forms about music.
Aishath was still up at 6 am.. and she was helpful.. as was Yeok Cheng as she pointed out the things that I could put in.. or should put in..
I think I was bugging Ashley a little too much today.. as I attempted to finish everything.. hehe
Jacky was also one of the most sought after individual today...
anyway
went for IM class.. kept falling asleep.. so tired..
Jeny and Sherly were exchanging notes.. and when I wanted to see (curiousity), Jeny snatched it.. and after a fashion started tearing it up.. lol
I wonder what could elicit that sort of reaction..
after that, went with the group to look for Dr. Nelson and had a short chat with him
I picked my car up from the car wash and then went to pyramid... for eventually 1 + 1/2 hours.. sigh.. I was really hungry so I had a coney dog.. then a free root beer with a 50 cents top up of ice cream.. cheap!
hahaha =) filled up my stomach.. walked around a bit, and then went back to wait.. There was this caucasian guy who's getting a manicure.. near the end, Ah May was fanning his hands so that they could dry quicker.. she got a $2 tip for that.. lol
oh yeah.. Ah May was being her usual self.. really amusing.. she is rather cute in that sort of.. coquettish type thing..
I'm attempting to use big words so that people will think that it's praises and won't bang me for it
=P
*oo note*
girls with.. low cut tops should not lean/bend over without covering openings.. it gives guys heart attacks..
=D
and then..
we had dinner together with their family.. Eunice, Jamie, their mom (birthday lady), aunt, uncle and last but not least.. the 2 little kids.. oh.. not forgetting Alicia... (do u think i put your name deliberately at the end?? ) =P
who cares?!?!?
food was passable.. Oh ... there's this drifting thing that happens at Extreme Park .. all manner of vehicles were just.. drifting and drifting.. lots of noise and smoke.. =)
after food, went to Jamie's for mahjong.. man was I unlucky.. I lost pretty much all that I won the other day and then some.. =) and it was only after Alicia came back from her drinking session that I recouped some losses.. =) I told her to play in my stead and first 4 rounds.. she won 3, 2 of which were full.. man.. I was there for 2 hours and I didn't get a single full win.. bleagh
my lucky star.. =) this reminds me, whenever Cindy sat next to me, played for me.. she'd invariably lose me money.. "black star"
fated.. =D therefore.. alicia = lucky star, cindy = black star.. man.. i'm still bitching.. =)
so.. called it a night and came back..
it was .. funny watching Alicia play mahjong, she was a little clumsy with the tiles.. which in the end was kinda cute in a klutzy kind of way.. hahaha
There was a brief moment during dinner where I was going to go up to Ipoh on Sunday.. which was then called off.. lol =)
we'll see when that happens..
anyway... brief one today..
g'nite
"lonely, i am so lonely, i have nobody, to call my own..."
*wink* peace people
Thursday, I was late for my class so I didn't end up going.. I had lunch with IM members.. and saw this cute indon girl.. don't think i've been introduced yet..
anyway..
went for CB class after that, then was hopping around like a mad person.. cos I was sitting a bit far away from the rest of the people..
After class, I had a drink with Wei Ing and we talked a bit.. tres cool.. =)
she's a cool person and fairly intelligent too.. fun to talk to
came back and then waited for YCheng to come get me for dinner.. I was sooo hungry by the time she came, we went to the nearby place at Alisan for dinner.. good food, comfortable company.. too much food.. hahaha
then came back .. oh my dad got back already.. and he didn't bring the keys, so he was waiting for me as I got back..
then I started on my assignment.
I was warned not to include stuff in here.. lol
wonder why =)
So.. i only had.. 3 hours of sleep.. and the rest of the time, I was doing my assignment. I was in the comp lab today till 4 finishing it up with my friends and some acquaintances.. it's interesting how people can talk to absolute strangers if the need is great enough, as though, making new friends wasn't such a big deal. After a while, I ended up sitting opposite Cindy and it was.. amusing to see how the guys flocked to her side while she was doing her assignment.. I counted.. 6-7 .. and I don't know why I counted.. =)
anyway.. it was crazy (the assignment).. I was sooo hungry as i didn't get lunch.. so i went for a sandwich in the cafeteria.. Sherly and Jeny were still there filling out some silly forms about music.
Aishath was still up at 6 am.. and she was helpful.. as was Yeok Cheng as she pointed out the things that I could put in.. or should put in..
I think I was bugging Ashley a little too much today.. as I attempted to finish everything.. hehe
Jacky was also one of the most sought after individual today...
anyway
went for IM class.. kept falling asleep.. so tired..
Jeny and Sherly were exchanging notes.. and when I wanted to see (curiousity), Jeny snatched it.. and after a fashion started tearing it up.. lol
I wonder what could elicit that sort of reaction..
after that, went with the group to look for Dr. Nelson and had a short chat with him
I picked my car up from the car wash and then went to pyramid... for eventually 1 + 1/2 hours.. sigh.. I was really hungry so I had a coney dog.. then a free root beer with a 50 cents top up of ice cream.. cheap!
hahaha =) filled up my stomach.. walked around a bit, and then went back to wait.. There was this caucasian guy who's getting a manicure.. near the end, Ah May was fanning his hands so that they could dry quicker.. she got a $2 tip for that.. lol
oh yeah.. Ah May was being her usual self.. really amusing.. she is rather cute in that sort of.. coquettish type thing..
I'm attempting to use big words so that people will think that it's praises and won't bang me for it
=P
*oo note*
girls with.. low cut tops should not lean/bend over without covering openings.. it gives guys heart attacks..
=D
and then..
we had dinner together with their family.. Eunice, Jamie, their mom (birthday lady), aunt, uncle and last but not least.. the 2 little kids.. oh.. not forgetting Alicia... (do u think i put your name deliberately at the end?? ) =P
who cares?!?!?
food was passable.. Oh ... there's this drifting thing that happens at Extreme Park .. all manner of vehicles were just.. drifting and drifting.. lots of noise and smoke.. =)
after food, went to Jamie's for mahjong.. man was I unlucky.. I lost pretty much all that I won the other day and then some.. =) and it was only after Alicia came back from her drinking session that I recouped some losses.. =) I told her to play in my stead and first 4 rounds.. she won 3, 2 of which were full.. man.. I was there for 2 hours and I didn't get a single full win.. bleagh
my lucky star.. =) this reminds me, whenever Cindy sat next to me, played for me.. she'd invariably lose me money.. "black star"
fated.. =D therefore.. alicia = lucky star, cindy = black star.. man.. i'm still bitching.. =)
so.. called it a night and came back..
it was .. funny watching Alicia play mahjong, she was a little clumsy with the tiles.. which in the end was kinda cute in a klutzy kind of way.. hahaha
There was a brief moment during dinner where I was going to go up to Ipoh on Sunday.. which was then called off.. lol =)
we'll see when that happens..
anyway... brief one today..
g'nite
"lonely, i am so lonely, i have nobody, to call my own..."
*wink* peace people
Current Mood: 
cheerful
cheerfulFriday, April 29, 2005
this and that
In the midst of doing my assignment.. due tomorrow =)
ugh..
Lending decisions.. I'm not lending anyone any money anymore!!!
on another note..
I took the time to.. remove 'her' pictures from friendster and my website..
I think.. that's about it..
pictures will still be in that corner somewhere.. but the rest have no been erased..
sigh..
ugh..
Lending decisions.. I'm not lending anyone any money anymore!!!
on another note..
I took the time to.. remove 'her' pictures from friendster and my website..
I think.. that's about it..
pictures will still be in that corner somewhere.. but the rest have no been erased..
sigh..
Thursday, April 28, 2005
gah
sigh
how depressing
not a single msg from her today.. *glares*
=)
she doesn't miss me
*sob*
*grin*
i'm insane in the membrane.. YEEHAWW!!!
no really..
but then again.. pat's crazier than i am.. right there patty boy ? =P
how could she do this to me??
noooo...
hehehe
i'm bloody hungry
damnit.. woman.. get shaking already.. urgh
this seems very much like an excerpt of an msn chat..
hehehe
but it isn't
i'm just blabbing cos i feel like it
i'm pretty happy today actually.. and just about hyper a little..
don't know why
must be that massage therapy thing..
wooo.. i can fly!!!!
*goes out the window*
how depressing
not a single msg from her today.. *glares*
=)
she doesn't miss me
*sob*
*grin*
i'm insane in the membrane.. YEEHAWW!!!
no really..
but then again.. pat's crazier than i am.. right there patty boy ? =P
how could she do this to me??
noooo...
hehehe
i'm bloody hungry
damnit.. woman.. get shaking already.. urgh
this seems very much like an excerpt of an msn chat..
hehehe
but it isn't
i'm just blabbing cos i feel like it
i'm pretty happy today actually.. and just about hyper a little..
don't know why
must be that massage therapy thing..
wooo.. i can fly!!!!
*goes out the window*
Current Mood: 
energetic
energeticlalala =)
work work work work..
quiet quiet quiet quiet..
=P
there was some issues with the microsoft excel.. something about MSO.dll
any help with that is much appreciated.. basically.. can't run excel normally.. sigh
troubleshooting.. didn't manage to fix it.. thought i nailed it
but after putting all the fixes in... office patches, damn thing stopped again
bah
then.. came back for a good dinner
went for futsal
bloody 4 people only.. shit
in the end there were 6
enough for a 3v3
i scored a few goals.. i was on fire today.. lol
I felt really alert and I was doing interceptions, spotting the passes.. being all round goodness.. lol
i don't know why.. and while I was warming up.. I was hitting the ball really well.. enjoyed it immensely today
came back.. then hopped online for a bit..
talked to sharon, yeok cheng, .. oo.. had late supper with yeok cheng.. hahah it was fun =) and met ai lin and ermm.. mei keng.. i think
they were there at the usual spot.
emm..
came back after that..
and I just found out that Jamie's reading my journal.. omigod!!! hahaha
she's gonna strangle me I think the next time she sees me.. lol
die die die..
I made a promise of japanese food as a prize for getting good results.. I want it to go both ways.. if she does poorly, I get to keep my money,
on the other hand, if she does well.. I get to have dinner with her.. hahaha and she gets good grades of cos..
quiet quiet quiet quiet..
=P
there was some issues with the microsoft excel.. something about MSO.dll
any help with that is much appreciated.. basically.. can't run excel normally.. sigh
troubleshooting.. didn't manage to fix it.. thought i nailed it
but after putting all the fixes in... office patches, damn thing stopped again
bah
then.. came back for a good dinner
went for futsal
bloody 4 people only.. shit
in the end there were 6
enough for a 3v3
i scored a few goals.. i was on fire today.. lol
I felt really alert and I was doing interceptions, spotting the passes.. being all round goodness.. lol
i don't know why.. and while I was warming up.. I was hitting the ball really well.. enjoyed it immensely today
came back.. then hopped online for a bit..
talked to sharon, yeok cheng, .. oo.. had late supper with yeok cheng.. hahah it was fun =) and met ai lin and ermm.. mei keng.. i think
they were there at the usual spot.
emm..
came back after that..
and I just found out that Jamie's reading my journal.. omigod!!! hahaha
she's gonna strangle me I think the next time she sees me.. lol
die die die..
I made a promise of japanese food as a prize for getting good results.. I want it to go both ways.. if she does poorly, I get to keep my money,
on the other hand, if she does well.. I get to have dinner with her.. hahaha and she gets good grades of cos..
Current Mood: 
high
highWednesday, April 27, 2005
to YOU! yes you.. you know who you are.. !!! *glares*
"you know what you've done to me?
I live in anticipation of your msg.. =) I smile when I read that msg, people think i'm mad..
and when there's no message, i get mildly irritated..
GAH!!"
I live in anticipation of your msg.. =) I smile when I read that msg, people think i'm mad..
and when there's no message, i get mildly irritated..
GAH!!"
Current Mood: 
irritated
irritated
Today at work, there was a call from some anonymous, well not quite anonymous call from this person claiming to be a government appointed corporate governance compliance trouble-shooter. Right off the bat, she said that there was something wrong with our R.O.C. (Registrar of Companies), when pressed, she couldn't provide details, and yet we're supposed to comply with this apparently goverment appointed agent who knows next to nothing?
Insane.
and.. irresponsible. Every other year, someone will call regarding this kind of matters which sounds officious but when pressed, sounds suspiciously like a thinly-veiled attempt to squeeze more money out of us.
Hell no.. =)
scare tactics to induce us to pay for a course that is pretty much useless.. perhaps this should be highlighted to the newspapers.. We'll see if I'm feeling up to it or not. =)
Insane.
and.. irresponsible. Every other year, someone will call regarding this kind of matters which sounds officious but when pressed, sounds suspiciously like a thinly-veiled attempt to squeeze more money out of us.
Hell no.. =)
scare tactics to induce us to pay for a course that is pretty much useless.. perhaps this should be highlighted to the newspapers.. We'll see if I'm feeling up to it or not. =)
Current Mood: 
amused
amused
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