fail.
Only managing to resist.. barely..
Why do I test myself this way?
stupid.
Saturday, November 22, 2008
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
baaddd..
So I was at a friend's wedding 2 weekends ago.
It was a small intimate affair.
Friends/associates mainly. There were very very few people above the age of 35 I believe.
But.. I have a few grouses.
Food is bad/not fresh. Did I mention that it was bad?
Then the MC. Having a disclaimer before you start stating how lame/lousy it's gonna be doesn't make it any better.
Seriously.
But other than that, it was nice seeing people again.
But it was bad. The location and the food. Oh and the power cut out for a short while.
The saving grace, the guys made the effort to choreograph a sing and dance routine.
6 of them though someone probably forgot to tell them how large the stage would actually be.
Uptown girl was the song.
=)
that's it?
It was a small intimate affair.
Friends/associates mainly. There were very very few people above the age of 35 I believe.
But.. I have a few grouses.
Food is bad/not fresh. Did I mention that it was bad?
Then the MC. Having a disclaimer before you start stating how lame/lousy it's gonna be doesn't make it any better.
Seriously.
But other than that, it was nice seeing people again.
But it was bad. The location and the food. Oh and the power cut out for a short while.
The saving grace, the guys made the effort to choreograph a sing and dance routine.
6 of them though someone probably forgot to tell them how large the stage would actually be.
Uptown girl was the song.
=)
that's it?
Monday, November 03, 2008
Monday, October 20, 2008
10 year wait
This isn't exactly a new occurence but those who date for 10 years and above before marrying,
they depress me.
Maybe because it makes me wonder about me and my approach to relationships or perhaps just a thought
"shit, some people are so lucky."
what should it be?
obviously none of it my fault so
"SHIT THEY ARE SO LUCKY"
yea. sounds about right..
Monday, September 08, 2008
been watching too much tv..
so unlike me at all but this is a holiday and generally I don't waste it but I've been feeling lazy given the length of time that I have to myself.
so. .
yay for me
how different life has become
10 years ago, we're discussing which Uni to go to, which girl/guy broke our heart
5 years ago, the shit jobs that we're in..
last week, so when are you getting married? did you hear so and so are getting married?
how quickly time passes.. and how different things are now.
we grew up.
so. .
yay for me
how different life has become
10 years ago, we're discussing which Uni to go to, which girl/guy broke our heart
5 years ago, the shit jobs that we're in..
last week, so when are you getting married? did you hear so and so are getting married?
how quickly time passes.. and how different things are now.
we grew up.
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Moment of clarity..
I realised..
that somethings are just not meant to be..
strive as we might,
try as we will,
it just will not happen
that somethings are just not meant to be..
strive as we might,
try as we will,
it just will not happen
Saturday, August 09, 2008
To further muddy the water,
I will be updating all of my blogs at random.. including those that no one knows off... mwahahaha
but then again..
who's paying attention? ;)
This is a case of the falling tree in the forest.
If no one heard it, did it really happen?
was it an even or was it merely imagined?
It's the 9th of August today..
this is the month for mending broken bridges..
it's funny when I use that since I last saw a musical called 'broken bridges' some 2 years ago to the month.
how's that for timing..
but then again..
who's paying attention? ;)
This is a case of the falling tree in the forest.
If no one heard it, did it really happen?
was it an even or was it merely imagined?
It's the 9th of August today..
this is the month for mending broken bridges..
it's funny when I use that since I last saw a musical called 'broken bridges' some 2 years ago to the month.
how's that for timing..
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
Cliches of feelings so unrequited.
When I first saw you,
I didn't think too much of it
As the weeks passed,
you had to be friendly, engaging, funny
Unknowingly little by little I fell under your spell
Even jokingly telling a friend
that heaven was by my side
Little did I know
how true that is now
A misunderstanding drove u away,
A misunderstanding brought you back,
does 2 wrongs make a right?
I don't know but it feels right,
When you told me you did not want me to misunderstand
I railed at the fates for letting me meet you
Better to have remained in the dark
then to have an ache in my heart
You being so close yet so far
the cliches abound more and more
As I gazed into your eyes,
I felt time standing still
your bewitching gaze, your soulful eyes
dazzling smile, michevious glint,
I felt myself being drawn in
and be lost forever
Fearful I broke the gaze,
Afraid that I will never break free
of the feelings that formed a haze
the depth of which fits to a tee
The one whom I may never have
For you are in love with another
And so I must be thankful
That I can be near and useful
There is a song that bemoans
of the love that was still-born
The one I love is not my lover they sing
that song reminds me of my being
and fills me with a sense of longing
of what might be so fulfilling
to quote from one other,
I say this without hope or intent or any other
but you are the perfect one for me
shared interest,your warm nature,
would I find another
I do not know any better
When would it be my time
when the bells will chime
And i find my heaven for eternal to keep
I didn't think too much of it
As the weeks passed,
you had to be friendly, engaging, funny
Unknowingly little by little I fell under your spell
Even jokingly telling a friend
that heaven was by my side
Little did I know
how true that is now
A misunderstanding drove u away,
A misunderstanding brought you back,
does 2 wrongs make a right?
I don't know but it feels right,
When you told me you did not want me to misunderstand
I railed at the fates for letting me meet you
Better to have remained in the dark
then to have an ache in my heart
You being so close yet so far
the cliches abound more and more
As I gazed into your eyes,
I felt time standing still
your bewitching gaze, your soulful eyes
dazzling smile, michevious glint,
I felt myself being drawn in
and be lost forever
Fearful I broke the gaze,
Afraid that I will never break free
of the feelings that formed a haze
the depth of which fits to a tee
The one whom I may never have
For you are in love with another
And so I must be thankful
That I can be near and useful
There is a song that bemoans
of the love that was still-born
The one I love is not my lover they sing
that song reminds me of my being
and fills me with a sense of longing
of what might be so fulfilling
to quote from one other,
I say this without hope or intent or any other
but you are the perfect one for me
shared interest,your warm nature,
would I find another
I do not know any better
When would it be my time
when the bells will chime
And i find my heaven for eternal to keep
Sunday, June 25, 2006
Sunday, June 05, 2005
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
It's taking too much effort to duplicate a blog...
Hi this is Ben. The official "blog updater" for Soo Jin's blog.
It has been sometime since I started "copying + pasting" Soo Jin's blog and created an almost identical duplicate here at soojc.blogspot.com - all in the effort to get Soo Jin to embrace the world of Blogger.com...
After a good number of updates, the task has begun to take it's toll on me. This dude writes too much! :)
This should, be my final post for this blog. If you have been reading and found his posts rather entertaining, for future updates, please refer to his official blog at http://www.livejournal.com/users/dcsjin/.
Cheers!
*edit*
Ben is a lazy arse.. (21/04/2006)
he hasn't posted in a year on his own.. tsk..tsk..
It has been sometime since I started "copying + pasting" Soo Jin's blog and created an almost identical duplicate here at soojc.blogspot.com - all in the effort to get Soo Jin to embrace the world of Blogger.com...
After a good number of updates, the task has begun to take it's toll on me. This dude writes too much! :)
This should, be my final post for this blog. If you have been reading and found his posts rather entertaining, for future updates, please refer to his official blog at http://www.livejournal.com/users/dcsjin/.
Cheers!
*edit*
Ben is a lazy arse.. (21/04/2006)
he hasn't posted in a year on his own.. tsk..tsk..
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
as told by the massage therapist
Life is a comedy for those who think,
Life is a tragedy for those who feel
interesting words arranged interestingly..
but humans are creatures of emotion mainly...
that's where passion and intensity tends to come in
so.. I guess we need to balance between our feelings and our thought processes and not allow either to overwhelm the other, instead let it just be in harmony
Life is a tragedy for those who feel
interesting words arranged interestingly..
but humans are creatures of emotion mainly...
that's where passion and intensity tends to come in
so.. I guess we need to balance between our feelings and our thought processes and not allow either to overwhelm the other, instead let it just be in harmony
Current Mood: 
numb
numbmore theft!
I've learned- that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them.
I've learned- that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back.
I've learned- that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.
I've learned- that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.
I've learned- that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts.
I've learned- that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes, after that, you'd better know something.
I've learned- that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do.
I've learned- that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.
I've learned- that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.
I've learned- that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.
I've learned- that you can keep going long after you can't.
I've learned- that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.
I've learned- that either you control your attitude or it controls you.
I've learned- that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place.
I've learned- that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.
I've learned- that money is a lousy way of keeping score.
I've learned- that my best friend and can do anything or nothing and have the best time.
I've learned- that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be the ones to help you get back up.
I've learned- that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.
I've learned- that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.
I've learned- that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
I've learned-that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.
I've learned- that you should never tell a child their dreams are unlikely or outlandish. Few things are more humiliating, and what a tragedy it would be if they believed it.
I've learned- that your family won't always be there for you. It may seem funny, but people you aren't related to can take care of you and love you and teach you to trust people again. Families aren't biological.
I've learned- that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.
I've learned- that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.
I've learned- that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.
I've learned- that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.
I've learned- that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.
I've learned- that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever.
I've learned- that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.
I've learned- that no matter how you try to protect your children, they will eventually get hurt and you will hurt in the process.
I've learned- that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help.
I've learned- that credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being...
I've learned- that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back.
I've learned- that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.
I've learned- that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.
I've learned- that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts.
I've learned- that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes, after that, you'd better know something.
I've learned- that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do.
I've learned- that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.
I've learned- that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be.
I've learned- that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them.
I've learned- that you can keep going long after you can't.
I've learned- that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.
I've learned- that either you control your attitude or it controls you.
I've learned- that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place.
I've learned- that heroes are the people who do what has to be done when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.
I've learned- that money is a lousy way of keeping score.
I've learned- that my best friend and can do anything or nothing and have the best time.
I've learned- that sometimes the people you expect to kick you when you're down will be the ones to help you get back up.
I've learned- that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel.
I've learned- that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love.
I've learned- that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.
I've learned-that maturity has more to do with what types of experiences you've had and what you've learned from them and less to do with how many birthdays you've celebrated.
I've learned- that you should never tell a child their dreams are unlikely or outlandish. Few things are more humiliating, and what a tragedy it would be if they believed it.
I've learned- that your family won't always be there for you. It may seem funny, but people you aren't related to can take care of you and love you and teach you to trust people again. Families aren't biological.
I've learned- that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. Sometimes you have to learn to forgive yourself.
I've learned- that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your grief.
I've learned- that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become.
I've learned- that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do.
I've learned- that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change.
I've learned- that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. It could change your life forever.
I've learned- that two people can look at the exact same thing and see something totally different.
I've learned- that no matter how you try to protect your children, they will eventually get hurt and you will hurt in the process.
I've learned- that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help.
I've learned- that credentials on the wall do not make you a decent human being...
stolen! funny though
The Difference Between Malaysians and Singaporeans
By Eddie G.
It's not as if you hadn't noticed, but Malaysians and Singaporeans do have quite a bit in common. However, if you do pay attention, you might notice some distinguishing traits that might spell the difference between a true blue Malaysian and a die-hard Singaporean. These are guidelines. No one has to follow them, but generally they do.
AT A BUFFET
Malaysian: Eats until he throws up
Singaporean: Eats until he throws up, and then eats some more
LAW & ORDER
Malaysian: Knows his laws, disobeys them and that's fine
Singaporean: Knows his laws, disobeys them and gets fined
ECONOMY
Malaysian: Trade Union owned by rich, pretentious bastards who don't know shit about the struggles of the working class
Singaporean: Trade Union owned by the government
MANNERS
Malaysian: Cuts a queue, feels guilty, trys to pretend nothing happened
Singaporean: Cuts a queue, feels guilty, trys to justify his motive ("Actually hor, you know ah, I've been here already for very long, one!")
CUSTOMS
Malaysian: Attempts to smuggle drugs and tobacco into Singapore
Singaporean: Attempts to smuggle chewing gum into Singapore
LEADERSHIP
Malaysian: Former Prime Minister retires and goes off to enjoy life while calling the shots from behind the scene
Singaporean: Former Prime Minister retires... oh wait, no he doesn't.
INFRASTRUCTURE
Malaysian: Builds Twin Towers to symbolize what Malaysia is all about
Singaporean: Builds Twin Metal-Spiked Balls for the same purpose
CORRUPTION
Singaporean: Culprit begs policeman for leniency
Malaysian: Policeman begs culprit for bribes
POLITICS
Malaysian: Believes in a one-phantom-one-vote policy
Singaporean: Lee Kuan Yew votes on behalf of the country
CENSORSHIP
Singaporean: Allows adult films to be screened so long as patrons are of age and film possesses a certain aesthetic value
Malaysian: Buy the VCD lah!
PATRIOTISM
Malaysian: Sings Malaysian National Anthem in Bahasa Malaysia
Singaporean: Sings Singaporean National Anthem in Bahasa Malaysia
By Eddie G.
It's not as if you hadn't noticed, but Malaysians and Singaporeans do have quite a bit in common. However, if you do pay attention, you might notice some distinguishing traits that might spell the difference between a true blue Malaysian and a die-hard Singaporean. These are guidelines. No one has to follow them, but generally they do.
AT A BUFFET
Malaysian: Eats until he throws up
Singaporean: Eats until he throws up, and then eats some more
LAW & ORDER
Malaysian: Knows his laws, disobeys them and that's fine
Singaporean: Knows his laws, disobeys them and gets fined
ECONOMY
Malaysian: Trade Union owned by rich, pretentious bastards who don't know shit about the struggles of the working class
Singaporean: Trade Union owned by the government
MANNERS
Malaysian: Cuts a queue, feels guilty, trys to pretend nothing happened
Singaporean: Cuts a queue, feels guilty, trys to justify his motive ("Actually hor, you know ah, I've been here already for very long, one!")
CUSTOMS
Malaysian: Attempts to smuggle drugs and tobacco into Singapore
Singaporean: Attempts to smuggle chewing gum into Singapore
LEADERSHIP
Malaysian: Former Prime Minister retires and goes off to enjoy life while calling the shots from behind the scene
Singaporean: Former Prime Minister retires... oh wait, no he doesn't.
INFRASTRUCTURE
Malaysian: Builds Twin Towers to symbolize what Malaysia is all about
Singaporean: Builds Twin Metal-Spiked Balls for the same purpose
CORRUPTION
Singaporean: Culprit begs policeman for leniency
Malaysian: Policeman begs culprit for bribes
POLITICS
Malaysian: Believes in a one-phantom-one-vote policy
Singaporean: Lee Kuan Yew votes on behalf of the country
CENSORSHIP
Singaporean: Allows adult films to be screened so long as patrons are of age and film possesses a certain aesthetic value
Malaysian: Buy the VCD lah!
PATRIOTISM
Malaysian: Sings Malaysian National Anthem in Bahasa Malaysia
Singaporean: Sings Singaporean National Anthem in Bahasa Malaysia
Monday, May 02, 2005
how interesting
Today's Forecast
Romance is in the air -- and you've been thinking about making a permanent commitment. If your sweetie seems just as willing as you are to take this thing out for a test ride, don't be shy. Suggest monogamy.
Romance is in the air -- and you've been thinking about making a permanent commitment. If your sweetie seems just as willing as you are to take this thing out for a test ride, don't be shy. Suggest monogamy.
reliving memories
Was watching A Walk to Remember.. the tail-end of it.. reminded me why it was such a nice movie.. =)
Sometimes, movies like that makes u wonder.. what do i have to do to get something like that?
... sigh
K Yuen came by just now and i loaned him some anime for him to take to Labuan.. haven't seen him in ages.. he didn't even know that I had already split up.. =|
yea.. anyway.. i'm at home.. hungry..
dunno what to do..
Sometimes, movies like that makes u wonder.. what do i have to do to get something like that?
... sigh
K Yuen came by just now and i loaned him some anime for him to take to Labuan.. haven't seen him in ages.. he didn't even know that I had already split up.. =|
yea.. anyway.. i'm at home.. hungry..
dunno what to do..
Current Mood: 
depressed
depressedmy sunday
Divergence.. poor movie.
poor poor poor
too many short lived people
too many sub plots
although the portrayal of flawed beings was especially powerful.. in some instances but the rest were rather overly-dramatic.
...
I didn't have dinner
so..
we snuck in a veritable feast of a&w food
2 rootbeers
1 mozza burger
1 coney dog
1 of 2 piece chicken
1 curly fries
come to think of it.. i didn't eat the fries.. =(
and then.. some big cat (tiger) at taipan.. brought the 2 girls out.. Wiri and Ivana..
then
we drank, had some satay, no more chicken wings today =(
then.. sat and talked .. can't even really remember much of what was said.. ohhhhh.. langkawi and backpacking.. lol.. minute I said, don't expect frequent baths, girls changed their minds.
sent everyone home, had a tickle fight with the 2 at the back.. YW was driving and Jamie was sitting in front too.. so i sat at the back..
WAR!!!!
hahaha
it's been a while..
fun.. heh
then had to walk them up cos they were afraid of being ina lift by themselves so late at night.. =)
so walked them back
came back down
came home
the end
.. now.. what do i do tomorrow?
DAMN HOLIDAYS!
hahaha
*note, I saw Geri from Trinity on the way to passion last night.. didn't call out... don't know why =)*
poor poor poor
too many short lived people
too many sub plots
although the portrayal of flawed beings was especially powerful.. in some instances but the rest were rather overly-dramatic.
...
I didn't have dinner
so..
we snuck in a veritable feast of a&w food
2 rootbeers
1 mozza burger
1 coney dog
1 of 2 piece chicken
1 curly fries
come to think of it.. i didn't eat the fries.. =(
and then.. some big cat (tiger) at taipan.. brought the 2 girls out.. Wiri and Ivana..
then
we drank, had some satay, no more chicken wings today =(
then.. sat and talked .. can't even really remember much of what was said.. ohhhhh.. langkawi and backpacking.. lol.. minute I said, don't expect frequent baths, girls changed their minds.
sent everyone home, had a tickle fight with the 2 at the back.. YW was driving and Jamie was sitting in front too.. so i sat at the back..
WAR!!!!
hahaha
it's been a while..
fun.. heh
then had to walk them up cos they were afraid of being ina lift by themselves so late at night.. =)
so walked them back
came back down
came home
the end
.. now.. what do i do tomorrow?
DAMN HOLIDAYS!
hahaha
*note, I saw Geri from Trinity on the way to passion last night.. didn't call out... don't know why =)*
Current Mood: 
tired
tiredSunday, May 01, 2005
blah
I didn't have the chance to update yesterday cos I was so tired..
so.. here goes..
day at work..
wasted 1 n half hours waiting for dad at the office, then had dinner with the folks.. Peranakan House. =)
and then went to see my granma who hit her head.. she's doing just fine.. sat with her for about 1hour and quite a lot more.. then only came back
emm.. was supposed to meet Sook Yee for some drinks before heading out yesterday.. but her dinner engagement took 4 hours.. by which I had already picked Wen Nie up (lives really near me) and was in the process of picking up Jamie and Eunice for a night out.. Went to Rum Jungle and opened a bottle... from the 5, we expanded into a group that had 11 in total.. I'll probably never see them again.. and I didn't catch their names either.. =)
Was doing some light drinking.. and.. attempting to loosen up.. somewhat, and there were no chairs so we were all kind of standing around a table... sigh
one of the guys was motioning to me.. and then he said,"eh, she's waiting for u." "she" was this.. hot.. probably late 20's female who was dancing prohibitively close.. she invaded my personal bubble! omigod! anyway, I called him crazy and.. just ignored her while nursing my drink.. =)
the girls were going nuts taking photos.. lol.. I wonder if i can pinch some off them and put them over at my blogspot place.
They were also a little sleepy/tired so we left after nearly 2 hours.. and went for good supper.. Beef noodle!!! woo =D had a large one then came back and slept.. *ahhh*
There was something about Ah May and her friendly friend.. but I CBFed.. =)
This morning, my alarm rang and I woke up.. wondering whether or not to call those 2.. I was supposed to go shopping.. well not GO shopping but bring them there.
Ivana called, told me Sherly didn't want to go.. I called Sherly and told her to get dressed.. =)
picked them up and went to hartamas. 2 of Ivana's friend joined us. *edit*Vera and Dianny =) names are always hazardous..
one's shorter, the other's taller..
and then..
yeah went to hartamas, had lunch at TamNakThai.. don't bother going there.. I couldn't find any saving grace.. it was just poor.. and expensive
Curry, Tom yum, cold coconut milk do not work very well.. =) I had to visit the toilet..
heh
went to Cat's Whiskers after that and the girls did their shopping.. and i sat there.. looking at people and reading magazines. Patrick came after a while and accompanied me in my thankless task.
I'm gonna join Pat one of these days on his culinary adventures.. yumm....
anyway, he proposed coffee but Ferra had to go back.. so parted ways and I proceeded to drop all concerned home..
"My Place" apartments was one of the stop and there was a dog involved as well.. girls played with it.. then left.. and next stop was the KTM station.. and then.. made a brief detour at the Pasar Malam then dropped them home and came back.
There was this kancil packed with people.. and they were doing head-banging in the car.. pretty funny.
I'm watching Divergence tonight with Jamie and Yew Wen.. Alicia ffk, Eunice isn't feeling too well..
so it's just the 3 of us.. will have big cat after that maybe =)
a wee bit disappointed i think... *shrug*
that's it for now
To Jamie,
"Mandy was born on April 10th 1984 in Nashua, New Hampshire. However, her family soon moved to Orlando, Florida where she currently resides."
I win.
so.. here goes..
day at work..
wasted 1 n half hours waiting for dad at the office, then had dinner with the folks.. Peranakan House. =)
and then went to see my granma who hit her head.. she's doing just fine.. sat with her for about 1hour and quite a lot more.. then only came back
emm.. was supposed to meet Sook Yee for some drinks before heading out yesterday.. but her dinner engagement took 4 hours.. by which I had already picked Wen Nie up (lives really near me) and was in the process of picking up Jamie and Eunice for a night out.. Went to Rum Jungle and opened a bottle... from the 5, we expanded into a group that had 11 in total.. I'll probably never see them again.. and I didn't catch their names either.. =)
Was doing some light drinking.. and.. attempting to loosen up.. somewhat, and there were no chairs so we were all kind of standing around a table... sigh
one of the guys was motioning to me.. and then he said,"eh, she's waiting for u." "she" was this.. hot.. probably late 20's female who was dancing prohibitively close.. she invaded my personal bubble! omigod! anyway, I called him crazy and.. just ignored her while nursing my drink.. =)
the girls were going nuts taking photos.. lol.. I wonder if i can pinch some off them and put them over at my blogspot place.
They were also a little sleepy/tired so we left after nearly 2 hours.. and went for good supper.. Beef noodle!!! woo =D had a large one then came back and slept.. *ahhh*
There was something about Ah May and her friendly friend.. but I CBFed.. =)
This morning, my alarm rang and I woke up.. wondering whether or not to call those 2.. I was supposed to go shopping.. well not GO shopping but bring them there.
Ivana called, told me Sherly didn't want to go.. I called Sherly and told her to get dressed.. =)
picked them up and went to hartamas. 2 of Ivana's friend joined us. *edit*Vera and Dianny =) names are always hazardous..
one's shorter, the other's taller..
and then..
yeah went to hartamas, had lunch at TamNakThai.. don't bother going there.. I couldn't find any saving grace.. it was just poor.. and expensive
Curry, Tom yum, cold coconut milk do not work very well.. =) I had to visit the toilet..
heh
went to Cat's Whiskers after that and the girls did their shopping.. and i sat there.. looking at people and reading magazines. Patrick came after a while and accompanied me in my thankless task.
I'm gonna join Pat one of these days on his culinary adventures.. yumm....
anyway, he proposed coffee but Ferra had to go back.. so parted ways and I proceeded to drop all concerned home..
"My Place" apartments was one of the stop and there was a dog involved as well.. girls played with it.. then left.. and next stop was the KTM station.. and then.. made a brief detour at the Pasar Malam then dropped them home and came back.
There was this kancil packed with people.. and they were doing head-banging in the car.. pretty funny.
I'm watching Divergence tonight with Jamie and Yew Wen.. Alicia ffk, Eunice isn't feeling too well..
so it's just the 3 of us.. will have big cat after that maybe =)
a wee bit disappointed i think... *shrug*
that's it for now
To Jamie,
"Mandy was born on April 10th 1984 in Nashua, New Hampshire. However, her family soon moved to Orlando, Florida where she currently resides."
I win.
Current Mood: 
disappointed
disappointedSaturday, April 30, 2005
silly *grin*
of late, I've noticed myself developing perhaps.. minor attraction to various females.. I feel that I am suffering from perhaps a case of needytitis.. a condition where, I just want someone around.. it's abrupt.. from having someone who's around you nearly 24/7 to.. nothing.. a self-diagnosis from a guy who took ONE unit of psychology... lol
I'm not sure about what I feel at the moment but.. their (2 girls) image do run around my head from time to time aside from the resident honcho who's got her claws sunk deep in. I don't feel a physical pain or longing but just a sense of loss from time to time..
perhaps I'm doing some kind of transference of my feelings on 'honcho' to these 2 girls.. There are complications on both sides should I actually want to act on these yet not-fully formed feelings of mine.. hence my need to tread carefully.. and not divulge names.. as i've learnt that, more people read my journal these days.. this ain't a gossip channel.. =P
perhaps a wiser course would be to wait.. but what does it mean when you see their name flash across the face of your mobile, and all you can do is give a silly grin.. lol
silly isn't it? =)
bright april afternoon..
too bright.. hurts the eyes i tell you
I'm not sure about what I feel at the moment but.. their (2 girls) image do run around my head from time to time aside from the resident honcho who's got her claws sunk deep in. I don't feel a physical pain or longing but just a sense of loss from time to time..
perhaps I'm doing some kind of transference of my feelings on 'honcho' to these 2 girls.. There are complications on both sides should I actually want to act on these yet not-fully formed feelings of mine.. hence my need to tread carefully.. and not divulge names.. as i've learnt that, more people read my journal these days.. this ain't a gossip channel.. =P
perhaps a wiser course would be to wait.. but what does it mean when you see their name flash across the face of your mobile, and all you can do is give a silly grin.. lol
silly isn't it? =)
bright april afternoon..
too bright.. hurts the eyes i tell you
Current Mood: 
contemplative
contemplative
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